I am past the point of running
Step outside the world is nothing
To me no more
I got nothing in me
Feels like a war
Everything it kills me
Pills can't refill me
Ceilings will not build me
Jump out of the window
Something higher than a building
Hoping that you catch me
Even when I step off
Hoping that you feel me
Even when I feel off
And I was falling out the window hoping drugs would close the pain (pane)
And I was hoping out the window hoping love would close the pain (pane)
And I was running for that window hoping you'd step in my way
But it never works that way
When I was at a crossroad hoping that'd it kill me
But I don't wanna die i just do not wanna feel things
But I don't know the real me or anyone who knows him
I'm only here for one thing so pull up listen closely
Sunday night coma
Monday morning donor
Tuesday evening elsewhere
Wednesday in Tacoma
A shadow age in affairs
Thursday home alone
Friday lights off upstairs
Weekends never home yeah