There was the rain and there was me
I listened closely as I fell asleep
Who am I to sing anything
Who am I to disagree
You watch the world stand still in the dark
You sat and waited for the sun
You don't have to be anything
Darling I am nothing at all
It's not that I don't
Want your love
Baby it's not that at all
It's just these shitty things I feel yeah
All this fear and all this guilt
And wishing I was someone else
Baby I don't think
I ever loved being anything
Were you ever gonna love me
There was the edge and there was me
There were a thousand ways to be
Back when I was alone
I hated everything
I just didn't want
To get left out
Of my own life
Because you weren't around
So darling let's dance out in the storm
Then turn and go back home
Yeah tomorrow when it's done
Baby I don't think
I ever loved being anything
Were you ever gonna love me