Okemax cmr - Lonely at the Bottom Lyrics

I don't care if it's lonely at the top, it's lonely at the bottom too
You wanna judge me try put yourself in my f*ckin shoe
Advice me if you wanna waste your time
Cause I don't really care about your point of view
I just wanna live my life the way I want
I'm back to my right senses anytime I cum
There's something i wanna fish out if you think i act dumb
We don't give up easily, hood 12 is where am from nigga
No single hate in my blood
Don't know why mothaf*ckas wanna see me fall
I'm good but still I don't go church
That doesn't mean I'm scared of being judged

Either you love or hate me you gotta pick a side
Show me the real you don't f*ck with my state of mind
Loyalty is a thing millions can never buy
Food for thought, a piece of advice
I am the real one with a good heart
The type you brag about
My heart only get cold when I feel empty
So no one knows my whereabout
But I'm straight as f*ck
I'm cool and tough
If I wasn't invited I don't get involve
I can't see the hate all I see love
I'm a spiritual being, I put my trust in God
Cause only God kept his promise, others been capping
And I ThankGod today didn't start without me
Appreciate life bruh

If you stay in environments
Where people don't recognize the value of you
You'll shrink your gift to the size of what they can stand
And that's what causes anxiety and depression and stress
Because you have had to shrink
I refuse to be small cause you think small
I'm not shrinking my vision because you can't catch up
You either better roll with me or you gon get rolled over
Okemax cmr soldier