And what you holdin on to?
What you tryna reach for?
I've been thinkin bout me more
And what you holdin on to?
What you tryna reach for?
I've been thinkin bout me more
I'm not looking for a reward
And what you holdin on to?
What you tryna reach for?
I've been thinkin bout me more
I'm not looking for a reward
And what you holdin on to?
I've been tryna retool
Deepening my own well
But dryin up the same pool
Thinking I got more time
Thinking I can show you
Hopin you can read signs
Bouncin through my thoughts still
Blame it on the strong wine
Feel like every word wrong
Like all you see is red lines
I can see the cracks like the fault lines are outlined
Thinkin bout the outcry when headlines are white lies
Fighting for my rest getting numb is it medicine?
Look I can't tell if culture is the shield or the sedative
You was breakin in but the room is the elephant
Belly of the beast where the slaughter get embellishment
We drew a line in the sand and saw the prints in my residence
Always thankful for the struggle for the hope it presented us
The fear could be real but we still livin elegant (and we still livin elegant)
And what you holdin on to?
What you tryna reach for?
I've been thinkin bout me more
I'm not looking for a reward
And what you holdin on to?
What you tryna reach for?
I've been thinkin bout me more
I'm not looking for a reward