If I suicide by twenty one give me my flowers
Cause' I have a lot of drugs In my bag
In need of a nurse since birth
So this verse just gets worst
When the world spins in rotation and rotation
My old girl probably waiting on me
While I'm breaking and I'm shaking over overdose', overdose
Death Is always craving for my soul, my soul
Now, the only person I talk to the most
Is the person on my mirror that I roast
And wish he would just stay as a ghost
But he won't
So one of us has to go
When a door closes another one opens
But your problems don't just heal
But maybe It's a mindset
And when I die Is the only time my poetry gets read
Before I chose to be dead on my birthday
It just sounds like decay I never call only fall
My girl says she loves but I just think she is lying to herself
Bitch I'm self aware there is no flare when we stare
I just see two broken people coping within wishing wells
And you can never lie to someone like me
Cause' I know how to psychoanalyze
So you're a bad Influence on me
So we'll never grow to see whatever love Is
At some point I must set you free
I may have just self sabotage already
There is a lot of artist I wish I could talk to again
I miss peep
I miss x
But not my ex
I remember when I related to peeps verse
When I was only fifteen in between nowhere
But in the mud like a diamond that people hope to find
And that's when I found him saying and I quote
Losin' your patience, and, girl, I don't blame you
The Earth's in rotation, you're waiting for me
Look at my face when I f*ck on your waist
'Cause we only have one conversation a week
That's why your friends always hatin' on me
F*ck 'em though, I did this all to myself
Matter of fact, I ain't ever asked no one for help
And that's why I don't pick up my phone when it rings
That's real, damn
Shit I'm the man now
Nobody can get in the way when I'm the top now
Hell yea
Let's keep it on a hundred I'm just talking to a shadow that always moves
Hold on to heavy truths
So If I'm fully honest
You wouldn't like what I say in my tunes
Cause' I'm the definition of real
Whatever I write and say Is a twitter day to cancel me
For all of yall to be mad, a lot of yall are just emotional
Immaturity out of girls I rather have a convo with a real woman
If we kept it simple yall hate what I say
And don't like what I experienced
But yall can just bitch and complain
Cause' I don't got time but to write my music
And make this money for my family
Priority numero uno
Don't get it twisted
I'm a young mind but I know a lot of shit
Before you even f*cking throw me in the trash
And put me in a list with other rappers that don't know how to rap
That don't know anything about emotion
That only f*cking get paid by the industry
That only get the record label just to get to the top
But It's just fake numbers
Fake streams, fake commotions
Talk about the pills and only promoted
I'm only expressing how I felt
But I wouldn't promoted
I want people to grow
I want people to change
Damn it
I'm a boy growing Into a man
Now give my flowers