Oliver.Jr - Shoulda Known Lyrics

Back in the same place I was a year ago
Can't understand why these games being played
You made a promise you would always stay wit' me
But after this shit will never be the same
I know I'm on my own
Seen your Silhouette fall from the throne
Special nights it was us all alone
It's harder for me so I keep it on the road
I shoulda known
I shoulda known
You was setting up your play on the phone
I was right even you said I'm wrong
Trust issues that why we can't get along
But I
I put the ring on ya hand
It's part of being the man
Providing the shit that I couldn't provide
I'm doing the best that I can
That's why I don't understand
Why you taking me for granted
Third time around thought I'd fall down
But I planned for this
Now people in my circle tellin' me to call you out
But I ain't tripping off ya shit
I'm more worried bout the kids
Are they good and that is it
You can hoe around all you want too
I don't care bout who they are
Write a letter seal with it a kiss
Now watch me turn into a star
Shit I'm not right for you
Shit this is what I write to you
Shit this is goodnight to you
Shit this is goodbye to you
But you won't tell it how it really go
Lying to yourself I already know
Hanging on to a mountain full of lies
Well let it go
And face the truth about yourself
You just might need some help
Do I have insecurities
Yeah at'least I'm honest with myself
I never use to be this way
It's really all because of you
Use to tell me you would never cheat
Then that's shit you that would what ya do
Damn I
I shoulda known
I shoulda known
You would lie
That you would lie to me
I shoulda known
I shoulda known
You would of lie
That you would of lie to me
See I always there before the cash came
I even tried to fit you with my last name
I shoulda known
I shoulda known
You would lie
That you would lie to me
Still tryna clean your stains
Tryna ease all the pain
We fell in love by accident
Yeah it's true cupid never aim
Them smiles in all those frames
I've realized they were lies
This what happen when you wanna be a good man
And be a dad on the side
Don't you look up in my eyes
I don't wanna hear about how it felt real
Gone do yo thang
Ain't no sleep lost
Had a couple women out here taking shots like street ball
But I'm free now
Hope you finding what you looking for coming off a rebound
Now I'm deep in the city
Y'all can chill out witcha pity
Every person that got love for me
Every one of them is with me
I mean what is left to do
Except get away from you
Got solidified as a little kid that was back in 92
But trust ain't no hate in my heart for you
I'm sure you don't regret it
If you 29 and don't know the value of a marriage
You'll never get it
But shit live how you live
Really it is what it is
You know you get what you give
Just so you know
Karma's a bitch
I shoulda known
I shoulda known
You would lie
That you would lie to me
I shoulda known
I shoulda known
You would of lie
That you would of lie to me
See I always there before the cash came
I even tried to fit you with my last name
I shoulda known
I shoulda known
You would lie
That you would lie to me