Olivia O'Brien - how would i know Lyrics

(Two, three)
Mm-mm-mm

I had an existential crisis at five
In a Jack and Jill bathroom, I learned to survive
The first time I smoked with my friends
I said, "F*ck this, I don't wanna do this again"

But I'm still out tonight and I just wanna sleep
But they say, "One more time"

I love burning bright, but I'm burning out
And I love getting high, but it's killing me
How would I know what's the wrong way to live
When I'm more scared of what it'd be like to not live right?
To not get high?

Been ditching all my friends to escape
'Cause they make me feel like a bird in a cage
Maybe it's time that I pray
But to who or to what?
What would I even say?

And I'm still out tonight and I just wanna sleep
I go, "One more time"

I love burning bright, but I'm burning out
And I love getting high, but it's killing me
How would I know what's the wrong way to live
When I'm more scared of what it'd be like to not live right?
To not get high?
How would I know what's the wrong way to live
When I'm more scared of what it'd be like to not live right?

What am I missing?
What did I do wrong?
Who am I kissing?
Where do I belong?

Where do I go? How would I know?
Where do I go? How would I know?
Where do I go? How would I know?
Where do I go? How would I know?
How would I know? Mm-mm
How would I know?