Hey Dad Video (MV)

Hey Dad
I got a lot I wanna ask
I got a lot I wanna say
I just wish that you could answer back
Something like a phonecall every time I pray
What's it like up there in heaven pops
Is it everything we hope it is
Did your have any regrets in life
We're you with me when I will this shit
Every day I wonder what it'd be like
If you were here and we were all together
Would it be different would it be the same
Would it be worse or would it be better
Hey Dad I made the football team
Hey Dad we just went undefeated
I QB sneaked it ran it in for 6
60 yarder pops you shoulda seen it
Wish you were there so you could teach me things
Like how to fight or how to fix a car
How to treat a lady like a queen
Or how to be a man because this shit is hard
But everything happens for a reason right
But only you and God know what that reason is
I'll find out one day when I see the light
But for now I gotta be a father to my kids
I'ma boutta be 23
The same age you never made it past
They put your body in the dirt
Your love and spirit turned it into grass
Hey Dad
I ain't mad but damn pops why you had to leave us
I know you didn't expect it but momma didn't either
Now she's all alone
2 kids on her own
What's she supposed to do
She's far away from home
She's only 20 it's funny she's making money trynna put some food up in my tummy
She dressing bummy, damn
Years pass and she's tired of crying she fell in love and had a baby and she named the kids Brian
That's my little brother
Now it's just us and my mother
Cuz that nigga was a ghost but I wouldn't have it any other way
Cuz uh, fast forward to today
Now I got my little sister she's just like me in every way
Plus I got my daughters
And Raymond got his son
We've come a long way dad look what we've become
Your life ended too soon
But mine had just begun
I went the other way
I didn't play with guns
Pen and paper and color pencils I make a stencil
To tat my body up I love the pain it clears my mental
Was I accidental
Did you and momma plan me
Or did she want me and you wanted her to take a plan B
I don't know cuz I barely know shit about you
All I know is I had to grow up with out you
Maybe life's supposed to be this way I'll never know
Deep down I'm hurting but my face it'll never show
I see pictures of you holding Raymond
Guess you never got around to me
I'm pretty sure there was a reason for it
And I'm sure you're looking down on me
Watching over me, hopefully
You're more than just a ghost to me
That's why I made this song I have it most of me
Out of all the songs I wrote this means the most to me
Don't really care about the views it's for the ones that's close to me
I gotta end it I don't know what else to say dad
So keep rocking the heavens til I get there when I get there I'll say
Hey Dad