Omega Beam - Narcissist Lyrics

Ladies and gentlemen, may I have your attention
Yes, that includes you, haters
We're here today so I can show you what a narcissist is
And how to love yourself and say f*ck everybody else
Everybody take their seats and pay attention
Talk to them, Omega

I loved the wrong people, through the good and the bad
Chased a fairy tale, overlooked what I had
I wanted reciprocation, but that makes me a narcissist
Toxic masculinity, I just wanted to share the space with them
But they lacked vicinity
If I'm a narcissist for loving myself, then so be it
Cause I used to talk to ghosts, but I deaded those demons
Even the best of friends only love the product you give
And start collecting them M's, but don't respect the life that you live
Behind closed doors, to get that far, you get a new whip they don't care what you did just to get that car
They don't care about you, kid, or where you get them scars
They just want results when you spit them bars
Look, it's a damn shame when you can't be proud of yourself
But their attitude change when you surround them with wealth

I'm a narcissist but I fought for this
Now I'm the one they hate, yeah
And they all can't stand me
Even my own family
What did I do so wrong
To never feel like I belong
Cuz loving my own self is not
A righteous act, I forgot
Because I'm a narcissist

I love the wrong bitches who expect me to bow down and walk on eggshells
Can't show my face around town because of the lies that they told
An act of vengeance, I lost sight of my goals, they cracked my lenses
So I guess hindsight is 20-20 when you f*ck with the wrong ones
They'll make you feel empty.
Yeah, they're all the same, bar none

Look, just keep an eye on your money before they take it all
They expect you to break bread like you're the one that made it all
It's a damn shame when you think you got the right to die
But they be all in your face trying to pry your life
But make no mistake, cause I've been the type of guy
To become complacent
This is my survival guide, so f*ck being patient
Let that cycle die, yeah

I'm a narcissist but I fought for this
Now I'm the one they hate, yeah
And they all can't stand me
Even my own family
What did I do so wrong
To never feel like I belong
Cuz loving my own self is not
A righteous act, I forgot
Because I'm a narcissist

I created bonds that I thought were a brotherhood
Bent over backwards and them f*ckers stood right in my face and told me it was down for life
They don't understand how hard it was to find a crowd I like
Now I question every adjective and verb and every noun I write
But y'all claim that's where you found me, right

Look, motherf*ckers love acting like a puppeteer
And point out what you're doing wrong
Let me make this f*cking clear
Fake friends just wanna commandeer and raid your space like a buccaneer
And take your whole vessel, make that f*cker steer
Wherever they see fit until you're sick of it
And push back and get treated like a piece of shit
For thinking on your own two feet but you're a narcissist
For trying to achieve your dreams
Yeah

I'm a narcissist but I fought for this
Now im the one they hate, yeah
And they all can't stand me
Even my own family
What did I do so wrong
To never feel like I belong
Cuz loving my own self is not
A righteous act, I forgot
Because I'm a narcissist

And in conclusion
Omega Beam don't give a f*ck what you think
I love myself, I'm proud of myself
And the f*cking man that I am
Peace