90's Video (MV)

I look out through window panes, I'm having fight with my brain
Feels like I'm out in the rain
You tell my thoughts from my face
I've been a loner
I be a stoner
Listen like sonar
I wanna be a boss baby
Just like the owner
Everything I touch turn gold
She don't give me up coz she knows
That everything I touch turn gold
Please don't put my life on hold
VVS on me I don't need
I'm shinning like I'm in god speed
Shine so bright I barely see
I stay awake at night, I don't sleep
Lets get turnt on friday night baby
I'm gonna walk to the light baby
I got your back
All the time baby
F*ck it
I might have a line baby
I'm in and out the cut
Just like stitches
Dont f*ck with witches
I'm in the kitchen no dirty dishes
No need to bitch now
I know your itching
Baby hold my hand
I do the dishes
She don't understand
Enough with the fake shit
I don't shake no hand
Why you gotta run through life so salty
I don't even try no more coz they judge me
I don't even try no more
Why is it
So hard
To survive
In this life
Why is my heart so dark inside
Tell me all those things to calm me down
I can get no sleep I'm falling down
Tell me all those things to calm me down
I can get no sleep , paranoia a creep
I'm packing up , I'm going out
Don't worry bout me safe and sound
How you make me run for this
How you gonna make me run for it
Baby you was breaking it yeah
I'm so done with it yeah oh
The pain
The pain is unbearable
Baby yeah your moving like a miracle
Baby I'm hysterical
I'm just trine find myself
In this world filled with killers haters animals
And I'm just tryna build my wealth for my kids, I can give a helping hand or two
You know what it is
I'm deaf to the story and the rumours
I can see past your illusion
And even if i am only human
We gone win over confusion