Dead Friends Video (MV)

Yo
Yo my eyes are set ablaze with the fires of hope
Not drug dealers, gangbangers, all disciples of dope
Yeah my purpose is more, I'm chasing different kinds of purities
Cause I'm the reincarnate of all of your insecurities
I lay awake my thoughts of madness slowly creeping
Am I dreaming, my words gleaming I'm not sleeping
No fiending finding meaning in rhymes, time is ticking it's seeming
I might die my thoughts screaming
I could be a better you if I wanted to, it's true
I'm not saying you're not cool, I'm not cruel
And you can take that how you want I swear I'm not offended
I can tell you how it is but please don't get up and ended
What you know about blood? You ain't even my type
Cause bitches be as cold as snow, soul as dark as the night
Yeah the truth of misconceptions, deceptions turn to confessions
Counting blessings no reverends while I'm screaming no adolescence but
F*ck it. I guess beggars can't be choosers
And I don't got no time for fake friends and losers
I made some wrong turns but something that I've learned is
You can't measure trust and loyalty with rulers
Never trust nobody especially not yourself
Wishing that I would've listened these bitches just hurt my health
These homies need that medical shit they wanna induce
Cause honest there is a couple of screws in my head loose
Every now and then I take a journey to the past
And visions begin forming, my mind can be so vast yeah.
Pictures start appearing of friendships that won't last
And a bond between a brother that was over so fast so
Tell me honest do you got me
Are we really brothers or we not G?
I know one thing you're glad that you're not me
But I still wanna thank you for all the things that you taught me

On these lonely nights
I just sit and ponder
Tryna free myself
I go out and wander
Through these darkened streets
Im just tryna catch sleep
Man I'm thinkin to myself
Why you tryna diss me?
Come and dap me up
Who are you deceiving
Try and show me love
But I don't believe it
I'm tryna go away
All my feelings put astray
Keepin silent cause I know these
F*ckers hating on my name

Way to many false prophets
Proceed with needed caution
They constantly costing confidence
For tha consumers
Growing all these false images in they mind
Like it's a tumor claiming they a shooter more false rumors
They gun play is rigamortis and you niggas just a Doris
Breading from the same hive and
It's easy to tell when you spend time in the sky Tryna figure out why
I know you not that guy
You can't fly this high
We no longer stay on the same mind
We on a different cloud I'm on 9
You lacking far behind
But it'll be okay
They gon find they way
We gon keep on gliding till the end of our days

Man it ain't hard to tell that I've done wrong
A prologue in one song I stay strong
These electrons Be messing up with my neurons
And protons never come with a new dawn
So broke I broke an atom
Tryna find answer in a chasm
Then found something I could hardly fathom
You can find friends
But when the time ends
It tends to find trends
Depends on dead ends
But my dead friends I've seemed to left in past
Time is forever but time together will never last
We used to laugh but now we always appose
You wanted good decisions but I never made those
Im a product of profit
I often vomit on avenues
I'll promise I'll rocket
No longer novice on interviews
Too many things behind me I ain't never looking back
And I'm not gonna cry about the things I always I lack
Always moving fast tryna run from trebek
Cause when I'm stuck in jeopardy I'm chasing for a check
But life is never easy and never it comes gentle
That's why I got things that's stuck inside my mental

On these lonely nights
I just sit and ponder
Tryna free myself
I go out and wander
Through these darkened streets
Im just tryna catch sleep
Man I'm thinkin to myself
Why you tryna diss me?
Come and dap me up
Who are you deceiving
Try and show me love
But I don't believe it
I'm tryna go away
All my feelings put astray
Keepin silent cause I know these
F*ckers hating on my name