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I always make sad songs
When I try to make 'em happy it just feels wrong
I let it all out on the page
And for a moment the pain is almost gone
But then my entire discography
Becomes a list of painful memories
I'm holding on to every pain
In every song I ever wrote
I listen and my mind is back to how it was
I listen and my mind is back to how it was
I listen and my mind is back to how it was
I listen and my mind is back to how it was

I wonder if it's the reason I'm alone
I wonder if it's the reason I can't let go
Cause I document it all and the emotions are trapped instead of moving on
I wonder if this is the reason I'm alone
(huh)
I wonder if this is the reason I keep coming back for more

So I sit and feel my feelings on shuffle
And I can't stand it anymore
It's how I deal with my problems
When I'm sad when I'm alone when I miss her
I write what's in my heart and in my heart there's pain and more
And I admit I should commit to writing more about the good times
But damn it writing all this shit out is everything I got
Everything that made me who I am
Helped me understand what was going through my brain
Deal with loss conflict suffering and pain
Heartbreak Loneliness and broken dreams
Relive the pressure on the page instead of feeling in my head like a migrane
I hope I can live a life where

I write what I feel and happy shit comes out
(Huh)
I know I can make it happen but for now
I have to love every step that breaks my back
Every day I have to love feeling helpless
Cause only then I could help my self
I have this dream it's gonna be real
And I have to love the journey there I have to love it

(And I have to love the journey there I have to love it)

Yeah I always make sad songs
When I try to make 'em happy it just feels wrong
I let it all out on the page
And for a moment the pain is almost gone
But then my entire discography
Becomes a list of painful memories
I'm holding on to every pain
In every song I ever wrote
I listen and my mind is back to how it was
I listen and my mind is back to how it was
I listen and my mind is back to how it was
I listen and my mind is back to how it was

F*ck

I don't wanna die today
I don't wanna die tommorrow either
Baby could you take it away
Baby could you make it all go numb for me