One Man Bombshell - End of the Beginning Lyrics

You know
It's really starting to hit me
The fact that I'm in my last year of high school
It makes me look back on my experience
And quite honestly
I'm not satisfied
As you can probably tell
There's a lot of things wrong
First thing is that I never found the group of friends that I wanted
I never had that singular group
I always had friends just mixed everywhere
And they didn't get along with each other
I always felt like a background friend
A part of the group
But not a core member
Speaking of my friends
I had a lot of internal issues with them
Everything's a power struggle
And some people just can't accept authority sometimes
After hearing all of this
I want those people to learn from what I said
And try to fix themselves
I don't want any trouble over it
As I'm only stating my viewpoint
End of the beginning
The ice is thinning
High school almost over
Devil on my shoulder
It's the end of the beginning of my life
August begins a whole new chapter in my book
And quite honestly
I hope it doesn't look like the beginning
While the beginning had a lot of great moments
I regret a lot of the things I did
And i regret not doing others
I've been told I'm too much of a conformist and rule follower
The reason why is because I just didn't want to f*ck anything up
I just didn't want to lose the opportunities I had
I miss a lot of the best moments of high school
Prom 2019
Spring 2019
Maine with the boys
And all of my best moments
I wish I could relive those times
Because right now is kind of a low point
And I want to feel happy again
The good thing is that I've learned what not to do
And also what I should do and what my priorities are
Because truthfully
I don't think high school matters much
End of the beginning
The ice is thinning
High school almost over
Devil on my shoulder
The reason why i gave this album the name End of the Beginning
Is because I feel that it is a reflection on my high school life
Which is the beginning of my life
It reflects everything that I regret and don't regret
And it's helping me to learn what to change and what to keep the same when I arrive at James Madison University
I have had many problems with some of my friends
As they've caused me a lot of anger
I also feel like I was too much of a conformist
And that I shouldn't hate myself for my personality
But at the same time
I felt true love for the first time in high school
As of recently
That love has gone away and I've moved on
We weren't meant for each other
And the fighting was only going to get worse
I see you've found someone else
And I have as well
To this girl
I know we're only friends
But you mean a lot to me
Don't lose contact when I leave for college
End of the beginning
The ice is thinning
High school almost over
Devil on my shoulder
High school's trial and error
Before the world of terror
Life will soon be changing
My life needs rearranging
Thank you to all of you who listened to the end
I hope that you've learned something about me
I live a very good life with a lot of potential
I just experience first world problems
Again I don't want trouble with anyone
In fact the same friends that I have complained about for so long
Have done so much for me
And I can't thank them enough
Thank you to everybody
And I hope that you have a nice day
I'll see you all in the next chapter
Until then
Goodbye