What I Wanted to Be Video (MV)

I look
At myself
In the mirror what do I see
The person I never strived to be
A jackass staring back at me
I thought
High school
Was gonna come around for me
Little did I know that I was wrong
Some things were good but I wanna be gone
I will never be what I wanted to be
I wanted to be cool but just look at me
Everything I've done just comes back to me
I've done it all wrong as far as I can see
I have
Many friends
But I'm always so alone
I haven't been invited over in a while
The distance between us is at least a mile
The things
I did
And the things I didn't do
I f*cked up many opportunities
Living like this is lunacy
I will never be what I wanted to be
I wanted to be cool but just look at me
Everything I've done just comes back to me
I've done it all wrong as far as I can see
I f*cked up my life yeah I'm not gonna lie
I threw high school down the drain my hopes all defied
I've learned how I want my college life to be
Everything I missed in high school I just want to be me
I made friends that I knew I didn't match
I knew I had a place I just didn't get the catch
I was too innocent at first impression
I kept to myself, the worst decision
I will never be what I wanted to be
I wanted to be cool but just look at me
Everything I've done just comes back to me
I've done it all wrong as far as I can see
I will never be what I wanted to be
I wanted to be cool but just look at me
Everything I've done just comes back to me
I've done it all wrong as far as I can see
I will never be what I wanted to be
I wanted to be cool but just look at me
Everything I've done just comes back to me
I've done it all wrong as far as I can see