How many times do I tell you to come on home
I just got off my 9-5 &
I feel very very tired
I need extra push when we get in our zone, oh
Break up every other day but just hear me out
You can use me abuse me i don't care
Use me abuse me i don't care
& I guess I can understand why
You left me because I left you on standby
& I ain't mean to stunt on
You or to act that fly
Can't be mad when I see
You with the next guy
How many times do I tell you to come on home
Always out in the club alone
But you never leave alone
I wish I could unsee all of those texts
Your ex images burned in my head
Am I alive or am i dead?
Confusing & ruseing it's not fair
Got a blank stare askin why I care
Feelings gettin deeper you gettin scared
Shawty you been drinkin you feel impaired
You done lost your shoes feet feelin bare
We still out in public i feel embarassed
Don't know why I fell in love
With a girl who love all type of drugs
In the club giving all type of hugs
Having kids with all types of thugs
You so self destructive & so unaware
You use & abuse cause I'm always here
I'm cryin inside cause I shed not a tear
One day you'll look up I'll
No longer be there
I might defy what you had said
"don't leave me high and dry"
Guess I had you misread
Finally found a girl and we can vibe
Come to find, she's my demise hi to bye
Look me in the eye
How many times do I tell you to come on home
I just got off my 9-5 &
I feel very very tired
I need extra push when we get in our zone, oh
Break up every other day but just hear me out
You can use me abuse me i don't care
Use me abuse me i don't care
You don't care, and it's not fair
Cut the brakes on my car going nowhere
Your mistakes tear my heart
Knowing full well
Grown apart, in the dark and you're not there
Posting pics, like a tart with a lens flare
Looking for rapport like you're Colbert
Woah there got me scared I paid the
Fare just to be embarrassed
Begging for some clarity
Gimme that sincerity
How many times that you gon play me bitch
Hit my line always cryin with
That save me shit man these hoes are new
Modern day slavery pimp
I can't believe I wasted time
On a lazy chick
Too much money that I can be making see
It's too much money that you should
Go and make for me a lot of girls I used to
Love used to take from me
I used to care about us for the sake of me
I need to get it together
But you're not understanding me
I'm tryna hold it together for
What's left of my family
Or what's left of my sanity I
Know you're always mad at me
I think it might be better since you
Plan with all these random peeps
Sinking this Titanic, while you
Bide your time, i'm panicking
Think about the signs
Thought that my planets aligned
Wasn't aware that we didn't have time
I'm dyin