Only on the Inside - Risky Text Lyrics

It's 3am but I don't cross your mind
But you run through mine all the f*ckin time
I don't know why I'm sending you my cry's
I know it's not too good for my mind
I swear it hurts to admit the truth
There's not a single night that I don't think of you
You're here, you're there, you're all I see
The difference is it's not with me
And what I'd give for you to shed a tear
To whisper that you love me softly in my ear
But now we're done and I've gone away
But at the end of the day what can I say?
You're the one I want
You're the one I love
I'm so sorry for all of my f*ck ups
I won't forget your name, and you'll remember mine
And we'll remember each other from time to time

I already regret sending you this text
Please oh please leave me on read
I'd much rather wake up feeling dead
Than to wake up reading what you said
So don't let me know I don't wanna know
I already know how we go
So please oh please leave me on read
I'd much rather wake up feeling dead