Optimistic Status - Desert Lyrics

Feeling a lot
But not saying enough
I'm in the...
I'm in the deep
Am I breathing enough?

I'm in this sitch
I need some healing
So speaking in tounges
I need my peace
I need release
I need bigger than life

I've made it far
To say the least
Have I given enough?

What will it take to get it write
Would you speak what you done?
I'm isolated in the zone
You could leave me the buzz
They find their value in their phone
I just wither above

If you know something that is wrong
Would you join for the hype?
No protocol
Will you do or you die?

I took my stand
And I figured it out
The key to life is understanding
You in or you out
This some godly advice

I need to hear it
Cause my walls are running thin
I'm in a cycle
Lord forgive for my sins
Grinding for the kids
So they see value in the kid
I'm feeling low
Still got so much more to give

I spoke to God
I love my girl so make a plan
You know my heart
You the start you know the end
You made it happen
So I'm watching 2 on all your steps
I'm in the stretch and so I know it's all a test

I'm suddenly struggling
Counting all my blessings
I'm piling apologies
Nothing over text
It's nothing I normally
Never seem to rest
If somebody calling me
Tell them leave the message

9-5 I never thought I'd be the guy
They love the boss
They'll never see the other side
They don't got drive
They just got caught up in the ride
So what's the vision
Is it narrow is it wide?

I spoke my truth
They want to hear it underline
So what's a suit
If you put value on the ties?
I look at time
And there's no pressure to rewind
Yet through the pain
I put my Hope in you Oh God