Lying on my bed,
Waiting for this to end,
Losing myself again,
Because I don't know
When the tears will stop!
I feel like such a slob,
I'm just not strong enough
And everything's so
Tough to understand!
It's getting out of hand,
Head spinning, hard to stand
And I'm about to
Snap in two again!
Anxiety's floding in,
Dark thoughts are closing in
But I'm not ready yet!
Promises broken,
Words left unspoken,
Phantoms haunting,
My every move!
Every mistake,
Makes my heart ache,
Leaving me with
A wound that never heals!
Always forsaken,
Am I mistaken?
Is it so wrong?
That this is what I feel!
Eyes wide open,
All my trust stolen,
Understanding,
Who I Am isn't enough!
Who I Am isn't enough,
For you!
I'm a hollow shell,
Of who I used to be.
Another day of hell,
But they won't believe
It until they see;
What has become of me,
All of this misery,
Will write my history!
Tired of their shit,
But I have to admit
That I'm still kinda split
About how I should
Feel about myself
Because of what they say.
I need to get away,
From their pool of dismay!
Take me up high and away from the drama!
Take me up high and away from the trauma!
I will take you up high, take you up high
I still dunno why, still dunno why
I haven't tried, I haven't tried
But I won't let it slide, won't let it slide
I will stand by your side, stand by your side
To look them in the eye, them in the eye
Show 'em you won't be denied, won't be denied
Now go take your stride, take your stride
Ask them "Who am I?"
"Who am I?"
"Who am I?"
"Who am I?"
I was so broken,
My thoughts now spoken,
Finally mending
What always felt tough!
Every mistake,
Made my heart ache,
Leaving me with
A wound that'd never heal!
I was mistaken,
Never forsaken,
'Cus all along,
You knew how I feel!
Eyes wide open,
At last awoken,
Understanding,
Who I Am is just enough,
Who I Am is just enough,
For you and me!