So you've done it, you finally reached the peace you've been looking for all this time. After enduring all of that physical and mental torment at the hands of figures you thought you'd never have to see again, after having all of those painful memories you thought you had erased from your mind, played over and over again before your very eyes and after having to relive some of the most traumatic events of your life, you have finally achieved your goal, reached the light at the end of the tunnel... But something just feels strange right? You feel as though after all of this is said and done, the peace you have sought for so long will go away just as quickly as the fleeting moments of joy you've had before.
Now I come to you with a proposition, you can choose to accept this temporary feeling of relief, eventually succumbing to the hopelessness you've grown so accustomed to, or you can choose to go through this hellhole one last time, analizing yourself even further, from a slightly more objective point of view so that you can realize that there is something you can do, that change is possible if you just try hard enough. Of course I don't promise that this will bring you any sense of happiness, but it should at least leave you with a feeling of satisfaction, and bring back your hope in yourself and humanity...
You've made your choice, I wish you luck on your journey. It's going to be treacherous but I hope it will all be worth it in the end...