Orangerie - Evening Air Lyrics

You can't be fretful when the sun is up
The system still has a human face
All I'm doing is trying to stay above water
And it costs me so much to think
To think I could have touched you
But I won't
How dark is your darkness
How deeply am I in love with it
Am I hallucinating
Likely to be
You were supposed to laugh
But I wasn't supposed to be joking
We are weird as anyone is
But nobody wants to hear
That you are damaged
To think I'd laugh at myself
But I won't, just cause
There's something soothing in this evil joy
Terrestrial and scaring to death
All that you know
Is all that you can show
All my life I've been trying to find peace
But I'm no longer convinced that it exists
How dark is your darkness
How deeply am I in love with it
Am I hallucinating
Likely to be