Outcast 20/20 - Repentance (feat. Ben Acors) Lyrics

I
Really messed up today
Strugglin' with the visions of the past
Can't let go
All the people hurt me in ways I can't explain
I
Get on my knees today
I see I messed up big
With everything I know that I did
I can't live
With
This guilt
Look up to the heavens
And God ain't left
I see Him
And His son
Has raised from death
I turn my eyes
Ashamed of myself
Heart felt
The people I hurt
The God I hurt
It doesn't work
You see my
My pains so deep
It cuts so deep
Awake in my slumber
No sleep
Without Him just call me weak
The evil thoughts I let leak
Up in my mind
Like the girls that walk by
I see 'em every night
Unholy eyes
I see my confession
A new impression
What's the lesson?
Unholy heart?
God
Sees me for who I am
He knows it all about me
Even with the evil I leave
Why do I deserve this?
So unholy, man
I can make a list
Then I remember the Son that's risen
New vision
New mission
Soul fishin'
He looks me in the eyes
Lookin'
Down on myself for past guilt
The walls of abandon are built
But what I pray right now
Is that You crush these walls tonight
How do I look Him in the eyes?
When I know what I did
I'm preparin' for my prison
And now
I'm praying...
I'm praying
I'm praying for repentance...
Here I am
And I here every cry
I wipe away all the tears
From the pain in your eyes
Cus I'm the One
I'm the Only
I give sight to the blind
My name is Jesus Christ, son
And you were on my mind
So I allowed them to beat me
Until my blood ran cold
You wouldn't even recognize me
Or the stories they told
Cus all the veins in my eyes were ripped
Outta their sockets
But I can still look down
And see all of them mockin' it
My hands were pierced with nails
My body broken and bludgeon
I went through all of this pain
And didn't ask for none of it
In fact
I said, Father please take this from me
But I knew my blood would cover all of humanity
I know all your troubles and your sorrows
And I won't let you fall
I'll pick you up
I'll fight your battles
And I'll right all your wrongs
All you gotta do is have trust and faith in Me
Trust in the things that you can't physically see
And there's nothing too big
That I can't overcome
I've thrown it out
It's game over
You're forgiven, my son
So take this gift of salvation and jump up, up, up, and down
Cus Jesus Christ is in the hood and let the lost be found
You are
Everything that I need
And You are
Everything that I want
You are
Everything that I need
And You are
Everything that I want