Outsdr+ - Regrets Lyrics

Hey
I just wanted to tell you like
How much you mean to me and like honestly
Hahaha
Ion even know what I would do without you
Cause
You like
Truly one of a kind
And despite some of things we've said to one another
You'll forever be my everything
Haha

F*ck

Here I go again

I'm feeling mortified
Cause all these lapses in my life just seem to multiply
My infidelity probably led to my dui
Wake up call reminding me not to be so sly
Ha
Lot to lose, meager gain
No one else to blame
Actions got you so estranged
Feeling quarantined
Only certainty is that you cant entrust me
I did you greazey, but still expecting consistency
Damn
Lot of nerve, from a person who was never worth it
Despite adversities, you always see the greater purpose
Always sticking by my side
Though yo heart hurting
I see you smile, but deep down I know you nervous
Still nervous
Wonder what the f*ck I'm doin
Who I'm screw-in
And if I ever will tell the truth and
5 lies that I told that night
Shit is crazy
Cause I know you right
I pick a fight just to end the night
Stormin out
Hittin I-5
I'm doing 90 just to feel alive
Heart dead
Blood eyes
As I start to cry
I'm looking back, thoughts of suicide
Weak mind
What I'm thinkin
Gotta toughen up
I did the crime
But yet I'm just tryna victim up
I tell myself that I was right and I was never wrong
Self-consumed not thinkin about my girl at home
Was they worth it
No question
You the realist ever
I swear I'm sorry
No more lying
Cause ya love is treasure
Heart of gold
And yo mind is so f*cking clever
Whether good or bad you'll always be my
Lucky 7
And I swear I'm being real

And I swear I'm being real

I'm being real
Real
Real
Real

And
I'm sorry for all the lying and all ya crying
And I
Never intended for
Our relationship to pan out the way it did
And I swear to god I'll never
Do the shit I did
I was a kid
And my mind was so premature
Ha
I swear my choices was so immature
Ya love is pure
And I