Outtanowhere - Gone for Good Lyrics

Such a waste of time
Tracing steps back to your stairwell
It was just a lie
I'm glad you never told me
That you hate the way it felt
With his arms a hollow presence
Take away the cancer
That fills my bones in every crevice

But you never will

And you told me it'd be alright
And you'd stand there by myself
Well I can't see and you prove it
The fact is, you blew it

Well I tried so many times
To see you on the sunny side
I always gave you everything
Why won't you do the same for me?

I've been running around in circles
Just to get a second chance
Pacing for a reality
Upon a second glance

But you're so passive aggressive
Crawling underneath my skin
Leaving me to be so manic depressive
Popping in and out again
Leaving me to pretend
Spent a good part of the year
Wishing I was dead
Tried my best to kill
The f*cked up thoughts inside my head
And although I'll regret this
I'd like to think that I'll be fine

And although I'll regret this
I'd like to think that I'll be fine