You cursed out my name
As I chose to walk away
Is this what you hated from me
That you could never control me
This isn't who I was, but I bowed down
Because I never felt like I was ever enough
I was always the first one for you
To use and f*cking abuse
Too many chances, no change in mind
Why did I ignore the signs
Sand running through my fingers
I brush myself off again
Heavy feelings
Soon depleting
It's been a long time coming now
I'm not about to throw away my time
With staggered breathing
I search for meaning
Transparent skin crystal clear like glass
Fake ambition melts away like wax
I believe I walk alone and that's the f*cking truth
Cause in the end all that waits for me is the hangman's noose
Sand running through my fingers
I brush myself off again
Heavy feelings
Soon depleting
It's been a long time coming now
I'm not about to throw away my time
With staggered breathing
I search for meaning
I'm so sick of the games you played
(Watch me walk away)
Every breath you take
(Puts me to shame)
I can't take this shit anymore
Toxic boarders up
(I will not break down)
This is my last chance
(To be set free)
Error of my ways
(No debt repaid)
Lingering Shadows fade
Can you truly be saved?
No more will I speak in silence
New dawn arrives to fade away
Candles to the wind
A new era begins