OverTyme Simms - Eudaimonia Lyrics

I am free a negativity
I am free a negativity
This is my safe space
It feels so good to be free a negativity

Because this is my safe space and this is where I create
If I brought you any pain, I ask you to forgive me
I am only a human
When you feel that same pain, won't you forgive me

Cause you are only a human
I promise I never would hurt you on purpose
I can't help it if I do
Just know that I always love you

Just know that I always love you
There are some times I'm not going to be able to just
Just understand what you're feeling
Because I'm not inside of your body

There are times I'm not going to be able to relate to your emotion
That you are concealing because I'm outside of your body
But when I'm inside of your body, oh Scottie too hottie, I do flips
Oh I drip

I am amazed at the pages that I turn when I'm inside of your hips
I dip, you drip
I don't mean to make it sound like a song but
If loving you is wrong, it's not my fault, I better go along

You see, you got so much to live for
You got so much talent to give more
I'm going to slow you down, hold you back
Every moment that you think about me, that's not your life

You're not giving yourself a second chance to dip twice
You see, woe is me
And maybe that's how I only see myself
I do know I'm great but sometimes I want to hide who I am

So that you can only see yourself
You see, sometimes you look at the person that you see
And you see them too much
That you don't have time to see you

You got to understand that you're the prize
You're the God, you're the creator
You're the Mecca
You're the reason why they shine, why they breathe

You're a woman
You are the true deity
You see, but if you value man more than you value me
And when I say me, I mean you

So I'm talking through him so I can talk to you
You got to give yourself more than you approve
You don't need, you got to be
It's not time to wonder what if

It's time to make that shit happen
It's easy to get distracted
It's easy to get derailed
But you f*cking with a nigga who's been up to heaven

And been down to hell
I done seen it all
And right now it's your time to evolve
Don't waste your time on a nigga

Get what you got to do and pull the motherf*cking trigger
Bang, bang, harangue, tang
Red ass don't give a damn
Do what you got to do

Fry that shit up like spam
Even if you ain't got nothing else to eat
You do whatever you got to do to survive
You a motherf*cking beast

Don't you ever question yourself
Worrying about what's underneath
You deeper than that
It's deeper than rap

F*ck these lyrics
F*ck them songs
You need to get yourself back
Love you for who you are

These niggas ain't shit
These niggas ain't loyal
These niggas ain't shit
These niggas ain't for you

You better than that
So every time you wonder about what a nigga doing
You holding yourself back
I know it don't sound like some shit you really want to hear

But that's how I be
Deep down inside
The biggest regret was not being me
So maybe I project when it's time to release

But that's the only way I'm going to get outside of this beast
That's the only way I'm going to get outside and release
That's the only way I'm going to get outside of me
You see

I was just a kid afraid of things that I did
So when I grew up
I looked at myself as a monster
But the truth is

I am not my mark, sir
I am not my comma
Anything you have to say after that
You are not those things

You are not those things
You are not those things
You are not those things
You are not those things

Said it as many times today
Not those things cannot go ring into your not going
Listen
The only thing that's going to stop you is not going

The only thing that's going to stop you is not going
Not going, not going, not going
And I hope that rings
Because every second that you worried about everything else

That's not your dream
You become a slave
Like nacho cheese
And you wonder why you broke

Because you worried about nacho things
When you could be focusing on all your dreams
But you look at everything that everybody else doing
And you want to compare

When you the goddess, you the queen, you the king
You the step up heir
You the next one to own it
But you don't really care

You like, I don't really want it that much
But you still right here
How can you not want it and still be hungry
How can you not be hungry and still want it

Don't contradict yourself
Live your time while you can
Live this world while you are
I don't know what I'm saying

But I just know that it's bound to be said
And as soon as I started questioning myself
That's when I mumbled all my words
But before that, I let the spirits do what it does

I think I've been used
And that is it
You're welcome
Thank you