Oxbreaker - Hamartia Lyrics

I know my fatal flaw is just as dark as it seems
And I can't deal with the frustration or the way that it feels
I'm an iteration of my own displaced agony
There is nowhere to hide
And here I lie
So it feels like we're going through it again
The last time I saw my eyes in the mirror
I did not care

What am I
The answer to this has been taken away from me
If I could try again
I would've taught myself not to fall in love with the end

I feel myself get in the way again
I feel myself get in the way again

Finding love inside me is a lost remedy
Taking every second closer to a desperate dream
In a place where I can feel that I am meant to be
There is no way to fight
And here I die
So it feels like we're going through it again
The last time I saw my eyes in the mirror
I could not stare

What am I
The answer to this has been taken away from me
If I could try again
I would've taught myself not to fall in love with the end

I feel myself get in the way again
I feel myself get in the way again
I feel myself get in the way again
I feel myself get in the way again