Ozne - Time Lyrics

I'll prolly love myself if I ever do get a Grammy
I spend all my time with people that never do understand me
I'm happy that won't you hand me
A helping hand won't be dandy I'm standing acting and branding
They laughing at me and bashing
I'm having a blast cause candies
Took me right up to Pluto
Picking bitches like uno
They kick it flip it like judo
They know that I got the jugo
Since Cartoon Network and crushes
Keep you up like some crutches
I smell I been smoke dutches
You tell me I need to quit it
Tell me that im addicted
I tell you to mind your business
You losing battles I'm winning
Erasing my bad decisions
Drugs f*ck with my vision
I pray to God if you listen
I'm hoping that yo intentions are good
I know I'm misunderstood
I only do what I should
I bet you do what you can
I bet you leave me for good
I bet that you'd let me drown
I'm feelin empty inside
I see them lies in those eyes
I put a price on my pride

And now I'm thinking that I'm winnin
But I'm sinking in feelings and I realized different now that you on my mind
I feel this way all the time

Now I'm lonely and I'm only feeling broken for the moment
So Im smoking hoping you tell me that I'm wasting my time
Come with me and we'll ride

Painting these pictures
Know it's pain in these pitches
Every way they be switching
I'm been facing
These written
You got me thirsty
Sippin
Holy water
I'm Dippin
I'm Diving
Into the deep end
Surviving another weekend

Having more trouble sleepin
Pills calling for los
Been feelin just like a ghost
I'm feelin like they too close
Power trippin I'm exhausted
Cautious cause im target
Nauseous let's get it started
An artist stuck in harvest
A bargain give me your soul
Touch a gold and I'm sold
I know that I'm way too old
Been feelin this since before
I let you open them doors
And let you into my head
This a message in a bottle
Of words that I never said

And won't you tell me that I'm worth it
If you only scratch the surface and I'm nervous I don't know your purpose but I'll be fine
That's what you say all the time

If I show you my emotions and leave it out in the open
Flood the oceans
For a moment
Will you run and go hide
I guess I'm seeing with time