Mistakes remain
Nothing to change
The outcome stays
To change
The more I gain freedom again
I drift away
I gave it my all, all I had
After years of dedication
Should I for the same time mourn
Or forget my history
Append the experience
Make amends with myself
The same old story
The same old lore
And again and again
Different destinations
But the route stays
Lost my way back home again
Must break the cycle
I once thought I had
3 feet below,
I see 4 miles high
No devil down low,
only gain is to rise
Yet to this day,
the countless times ive tried
Only sunken with progress
Scarred from the fall
I try to recall, I spread my wings
Yet nothing it brings
Too many come up
All of them small
Only left with a question
Where did it all go wrong?
I grow tiresome of trying
Yet I'm not giving up
The whole thing is a
Sempiternal struggle
Like walking on rope,
Every time I fall off
3 feet before
I must break out of
the cycles
I must break out of
the cycles
I feel as if I'm one
with the energy flowing through me
I feel as if I'm to blame
yet none of it bothers
I want to stay the same
I feel as if I'm one
with the energy flowing through me
I feel as if I'm to blame
yet none of it bothers
I want to stay the same
Unconscious, lying on sand,
the current drives me ashore
You forget what has been said
You forget that you've already made your bed,
left it ahead once again
Black and blue, I find a place
Lay low for a while
Too much time to waste
Can not ignore myself this time
Once a valued gift
to rest my eyes
Now helps me see
what there really lies
I feel as if I'm one
with the energy flowing through me
I feel as if I'm to blame
yet none of it bothers
I want to stay the same
I feel as if I'm one
with the energy flowing through me
I feel as if I'm to blame
yet none of it bothers
I want to stay the same
Swimming against the currents
I hold my breath
I close my eyes
Swimming against the currents
I hold my breath
I close my eyes
Swimming against the currents
I hold my breath
I close my eyes
Swimming against the currents
I hold my breath
I close my eyes
[Thanks to anonymous for adding these lyrics]