Painting Rockets - The Chaos Is All So Beautiful Lyrics

I let myself down
Got lost in my own town
Didn't recognise the mess in the mirror
But thought I had it figured out
It's been three years of jumping the cracks on the street
But now the chaos is all so beautiful to me

And I swore to a God
I don't believe in
Cause I was desperate for some reasons
Why you did, what you did to me

Buried my head in the sand
Instead of taking my own hand
Watched them rip me up
And spit me out again
But now the chaos is all so beautiful to me

Seven years is all it takes
For my skin to rid itself
Of it's past mistakes
And though my skin sheds old heartaches
I emerge from debris left from the mess I used to make

But now the chaos is all so beautiful to me
But now the chaos is all so beautiful to me

Can't hold me down
Can't show me how I'm mean to be
Can't hold me down
Won't wait around
The future's here
Can't hold me down
Can't show me how I'm mean to be
Can't hold me down
Won't wait around
The future's here