The night that I switched over
I was calm enough to where I didn't need to fight
But who wouldn't, when your death is always a crime
Before I'd wield my forceps
I would clench my jaw and my skinny fists would fight
But who wouldn't, when you're always running out of time
Often I am subtle
I contain myself and I believe in all your lies
But who wouldn't, cause we're f*cked and that's just fine
Tonight it seemed much different
I had burned my tongue and nothing tasted right
It was sudden, but I do believe that it was time
I can feel this tension rise
I am so calm now that I can really work this out
I'll admit your waking life
Has been so drowned out, that our talks become shouts