I been callin, we're not talkin
Everything revolves around you in my head
You stop carin, I start fallin
My baggage is too heavy for me
The people I admire, I wanna be that
All the beauty in the world, I wanna see that
Quarantine gave me the time to spring clean
And my inbox always empty cause so much had to be set free
Uh
And I text you again
Checkin my phone when I'm out with my friends
And it got me all tense
Tryna be present while you're in my head
And I ain't f*ckin with your mind games
The way you infiltrate my brain
And race my mind, I go insane
It feels like we're testin to see who can care less
And you got the upper hand
Cause I been swervin hoes left and right
Just tryna make it right for you
You know I don't catch feels overnight
And I've been takin my time, for real
And you be spendin half the time outta sight
Off my line and on my mind
Stars align but I done pulled you by design
You harbor all these feelings that you hide
Behind your ego and pride
Like I do
Like I do
I keep on flippin channels
Skippin stations
Changing for you
I keep on flippin pages
Switchin names
And I do it all for you
I'm a channel surfer
I just keep running away
You've been fallin, I've been watchin
I can hear you talkin bout me on my end
You keep callin, I just drop it
Your baggage is too heavy for me
The people you admire, don't gotta be that
All the diamonds and the pearls, don't really need that
Quarantine gave you some time to get clean
Like you're in and out the clinic but you're never really in it
Oh
And you text me again
To check my location to see where I'm at
Things that can't be unsaid
Trying to change but you can't be a man, oh
I ain't f*ckin with your mind games
The way you infiltrate my brain
Try and convince me I'm to blame, oh
It feels like we're testin to see who can get left
And you sabotage yourself
Cause I've been swervin hoes left and right
Just tryna make it right for you
You know I don't catch feels overnight
And I've been takin my time, for real
(I do)
And you be spendin half the time outta sight
Off my line and on my mind
Stars align but I done pulled you by design
You harbor all these feelings that you hide
Behind your ego and pride
Like I do
Like I do
(Like I do)
I keep on flippin channels
Skippin stations
Changin for you
I keep on flippin pages
Switchin names
And I do it all for you