Mind games
They just wanna f*ck with my head
But do they know I'd only change if I
Listen to myself instead
My brain
Notifies me when it's infiltrated
And they don't know I'd always stay the same
When I am hated
So I get high
And contemplate my highest hopes
Stood on the line
When I'm at the tail end of the rope
I don't know who's lying to you
Or telling the truth
But I'm still paying my dues
Where I go is where I wake up
If you're not in love
Why am I laying with you
So I get high
High
High
All they know is mind games
All they know is f*cking with my head
But do they know they're only better off
F*cking themselves instead
All they do is find ways
Ways to make things f*cking complicated
Cause they don't know I'd always stay the same
F*ck if I'm hated
So I get high
And cling onto my highest hopes
Stood on the line
When I'm at the tail end of the rope
I don't know who's lying to you
Or telling the truth
But I'm still paying my dues
Long ago, yeah I had a dream
Guess it wasn't deemed
Worthy enough for you
So I get high
High
High
So I get
You say I'm calculating
While you always go on manipulating
Everything I say and do
Like it's a sport to you
But you couldn't get me to crack
No matter how many knives in my back
Everything is games to you
F*cking shame on you
So I get high
High
And let go of my highest hopes
And watch them fly
Fly
Fly
Lying to you
Telling the truth
But I'm still paying my dues
I had a dream
Guess it wasn't deemed
Worthy enough for you
So I get high
High
High