Parabol - Higher Ground Lyrics

I've been stuck at these walls,
I'm caving in
I know this is the end

Door after door
I find them more
What have I done?

So long I've tried
My only goal
To reach a higher ground

Every day,
I'm awake
I see the light
Carry me on

Emotions leave me astray

So far yet in my reach

Inescapable
Feel the rush

One day I'll make it
I tell myself to go on


Please lie to yourself again my dear
Promise me, this time will be different
Find what you seek, hope for the best
Yet you'll find a bitter end
This is how it will be


Without recourse I rushed towards
the end of the endless
My long lived purpose had finally ended
but now, what to do?

My soul is tainted, I feel ashamed
of what I believed
I'm asleep, awake and one day I'll die
So this is how it will be


Please lie to yourself again my dear (again my dear)
Promise me, this time will be different (different)
Find what you seek (what you seek), hope for the best (the best)
Yet you'll find a bitter end
This is how it will be (it will be)


I will go on
I will not lie to myself again


I will seek my fortune
But yet, it has to come

[Thanks to anonymous for adding these lyrics]