Parabola - The Love I Gave Lyrics

What was it all for?
I don't know anymore
But I can't stand the thoughts that stayed in my head
I'll find a different tombstone to shelter myself
While you twist the words on my epitaph
I wish I still had the love I gave
I lay awake
Through all my pain
I wish I still had the love I gave
But I gave it all away
I've tried so many keys
But the lock repeats
It'd be nice to say I'm better off
But I can't release
Is it too much to ask to not be reminded?
I just can't
I just can't take it anymore
I wish I still had the love I gave
I lay awake
Through all my pain
I wish I still had the love I gave
But I gave it all away
I wish I still had the love I gave
I lay awake
Through all this hate
I wish my heart could just stop for once
But I gave it all to you
I wish I still had the love I gave
I lay awake through all my pain
I wish I still had the love I gave
But I gave it all away