Way Too Much Video (MV)

I've been thinking way too much
Thinking 'bout death way too much
Hearing bullshit way too much
Way too much yeah
I ain't nothing special easy to replace
They push me away say we gotta keep reducing waste
I get the people who abandon me
If I could I would leave me too
Trust towards you something I can't guarantee
I ain't ever heard the words "we need you"
Loneliness in my bed loneliness in my head
I'm feeling so numb wishing I was dead
Short life but too many things I regret
Suicide attempt tonight? I haven't decided yet
The sad thing is nobody would even care
I ain't worth a thing as far as I'm aware
I lock myself in my room all the time (All the time)
I'm awake while for them it's past bedtime
But I'll keep writing lines
'til the bad things leave my mind
I've been thinking way too much
Thinking 'bout death way too much
Hearing bullshit way too much
Overthinking way too muchI've been thinking way too much
Thinking 'bout death way too much
Hearing bullshit way too much
Overthinking way too much
Lately things are getting way to much
Too many stupid people say too much
The person that I love, away too much
Usually I'm strong but this weight's too much
I can't keep my head up (Head up)
It's too heavy with all the bad stuff
Tired of waking up wishing that I didn't
Waking up wishing things were different
We used be close but now we distant
When I told you shit's too much you never listened
I'm tryna act tough but really I'm f*cked up
I'm not so much into that silly fun stuff
Ya'll are expecting way too much from me
If begging me then get down on your knees
"Oh your lyrics are too depressing" imma do as I please
I'm sick and tired of people telling me who to be
Tired of hearing "everything will be fine"
Tired of hearing "this is all in my head"
I prove 'em wrong with each line
Not sure if this is funny or sad
This might be pathetic maybe no one cares
But I care way too much pretending no one stares
Maybe I'm just paranoid
Been trying everything to fill the void
And try to avoid people who empty it
Try to destroy me and our path is split
They always yelling shit that I don't care about
I've got pain inside that no one cares about
More self doubt, I don't think they'll ever get it
They've made mistakes they'll never admit
They use me but they never credit
Got enough of that, where is the exit?
I've been thinking way too much
Thinking 'bout death way too much
Hearing bullshit way too much
Overthinking way too much
I've been thinking way too much
Thinking 'bout death way too much
Hearing bullshit way too much
Overthinking way too much
Way too much