PaRan - You Don't Know Lyrics

Are you alright? I haven't seen you lately
But your friend has told me you've been acting strangely
If you need someone just know I'm always here
No you wouldn't understand let me make that clear
Even if you'd know the whole story you wouldn't understand
I don't demand it but don't f*cking pretend
Meeting fake people is when you face evil
So don't expect me to shake your f*cking hand
Don't judge if you ain't been through what I been through
Tell your friends your story then watch them all leave you
It be like that, most people can't deal with the truth
F*ck your excuse I'm exposing everything in the booth
It was more than physical abuse, I don't need an excuse
Then they question how after all I'm still smiling
I'm keeping it real while they be pathological strictly lying
Dealing with several traumas but still I'm trying
To keep on, telling myself: "Don't give up"
Certain people will never see a penny when I'm blowing up
I don't write this for attention I don't need your sympathy
It's just my way out of this misery
You think you know me you don't know shit
Trusted you with my heart then you broke it
Now I'm all alone with my notepad
Don't think you know me, you don't know shit
You think you know me you don't know shit
Trusted you with my heart then you broke it
Now I'm all alone with my notepad
Don't think you know me, you don't know shit
Show some enthusiasm, you're acting unfriendly
Maybe some asshole shouldn't have been so drunkenly
I hope you hear this but no need to say names
Victims give up but I fought against the pain
I grew up way too fast, my stepdad nearly killed us
This is what you'd call a shady past
Usually I don't talk about it so they think I overcame it
While we're always arguing over the same shit
Until we hate each other for a couple days
Then a few days later act as if it's all ok
But the fact is nothing's alright, it will never be
At least not for me. If I die will you remember me?
I use lyrics to talk about what I can't tell y'all in person
It don't fix nothing if you give me a sermon
Everyone has a struggle, their own life story
My broken pieces won't get back together with "Oh I'm sorry"
It still feels like not a single person gets me
If it comes to the crunch I bet nobody protects me
That's why I fight for myself, too many snitches
Don't ask me what's on my mind if you can't fix it
You think you know me you don't know shit
Trusted you with my heart then you broke it
Now I'm all alone with my notepad
Don't think you know me, you don't know shit
You think you know me you don't know shit
Trusted you with my heart then you broke it
Now I'm all alone with my notepad
Don't think you know me, you don't know shit
Tell me how much you know about me, it's nothing
Even if you knew, all you would do is judge it
They act as if I could change what has happened
I tried to escape but it's a f*cking dead end
We should exchange minds for a day so you can feel my pain
Go through my storm let's see if you can end my rain
Find yourself at night screaming into a f*cking pillow
With my thoughts you'd jump out of a f*cking window
You think you know me you don't know shit
Trusted you with my heart then you broke it
Now I'm all alone with my notepad
Don't think you know me, you don't know shit
You think you know me you don't know shit
Trusted you with my heart then you broke it
Now I'm all alone with my notepad
Don't think you know me, you don't know shit