Pariah - Rebuild, Resent Lyrics

Starting to feel the words run out and stumble off the page
Clocks will turn back themselves, time would rearrange
These hands are all I'm counting on
Losing track of what I kept close
Nothing feels same
Heavy hearts still inhabit this home

Mood swing, I see
Come and go as you please
You've done all you wanted to
Forced me to fail miserably

No pill could fix the way I feel
Stacking cases in my room
Til they tower over me
Amazed by what I failed to see

The spinning of this place could help me get this off my chest
And now everything that's in, is pouring out
Its soaking red into the floorboards
Arrows to the front door
I'll write myself back to sleep

Blocking out the letters
Messages remembered
Stored in the back of my head
What I can't forget

Trying my best to get by

When you find yourself
Where is it you'll stay?
I'm not the home
Built to make you feel whole

It's up to me to leave this house behind
It's safe to say you're gone
Leave all that is there, locked inside
I know what's done is done