Manifest destiney
You can find me in my room with just me and some melodies
Tend to wander off and get lost in the memories
Then a smile on my face as I'm reliving everything
I chase dreams for a living
I know one day gon' catch em' and get em'
Day to day so mundane when I'm comfortable in em'
I don't like change
But I do want things to change till these days ain't the same
And I begin to miss em'
Like like
Tryna let go n' it's been a couple months n' I
Know I said so n' it's something that I want but I
Don't pray enough
And I forget everything I said I would quit yeah
I can't sleep 2 AM n' I'm tossing in my sheets
She ain't text back been a bouta week
In my feels way too deep n' just sink like
I just need time
Tryna make change today
Take the pain away
So low
Wish to rewind
Every mistake I made
Didn't change my ways
Oh lord
Oh my soul is breaking
I do pray for strength n'
Bless me with the patience
Just to be new
Oh my soul is breaking
I do pray for strength n'
Bless me with the patience
Just to redo
Gotta walk through hell just to get to heaven
But when you in a dark place all you find is dead ends
But I know I can't fall passed yeah
Where the light reaches
So so
I've been here before
It's a rerun episode
Got it playing on all night
Like yeah
I do feel exposed
When I feel like I do show
What's inside me's all like
But nah
I will never know
If I never leave the shore n' explore under star light
So yeah
I gotta let go
So I can actually grow n' reach to new heights
I've been in the same place
Time to paint these walls
Have a clean slate
Just give me some time
Even though I let the day waste
Always been the same case
It's a narrow path
And mine has never been paved straight
I just need time
Tryna make change today
Take the pain away
So low
Wish to rewind
Every mistake I made
Didn't change my ways
Oh lord
Oh my soul is breaking
I do pray for strength n'
Bless me with the patience
Just to be new
Oh my soul is breaking
I do pray for strength n'
Bless me with the patience
Just to redo
I just need time
Tryna make change today
Take the pain away
So low
Wish to rewind
Every mistake I made
Didn't change my ways
Oh lord
Oh my soul is breaking
I do pray for strength n'
Bless me with the patience
Just to be new
Oh my soul is breaking
I do pray for strength n'
Bless me with the patience
Just to redo