Parker - Sideways Lyrics

I called you my love
When I was 22
I'm 28 now and I still think about you
There's life, there's love, now there's sadness, too
All that's left of is
All I couln't hold
If you stayed then you wouldn't have been hurt, oh no
I'd keep you safe. I'd keep you whole

Because nobody knows me quite as well as you do
I doubt somebody ever will
If you were made of glass then I had never lost you, dear
'Cause I held you heart so still

Now we've
Grown older, I go from drunk - sober
Do you ever miss me, 'cause I see you when I hold her and I've
Kept busy. I know, I've been missing out
But I still wallow in the dreams that we had dreamt about
There's new people with all new faces but they don't get when I use our phrases
I know you've changed
But I've grown sideways without you

Then you move back, just like that my heart implodes
With no airbag, a car crash is fatal, oh
You've torn apart what's meant to hold
Leave the pieces, I need them. They're framed in gold
Come to terms with the demons, the highs and lows
I don't know how to let you go

Because nobody knows me quite as well as you do
I doubt somebody ever will
If you were made of glass then I had never lost you, dear
'Cause I held you heart so still

Now we've
Grown older, I go from drunk - sober
Do you ever miss me, 'cause I see you when I hold her and I've
Kept busy. I know, I've been missing out
But I still wallow in the dreams that we had dreamt about
There's new people with all new faces but they don't get when I use our phrases
I know you've changed
But I've grown sideways without you
I've grown sideways without you
I've grown sideways

Because nobody knows me quite as well as you do
I doubt somebody ever will
If you were made of glass then I had never lost you, dear
'Cause I held you heart so still

Now we've
Grown older, I go from drunk - sober
Do you ever miss me, 'cause I see you when I hold her and I've
Kept busy. I know, I've been missing out
But I still wallow in the dreams that we had dreamt about
There's new people with all new faces but they don't get when I use our phrases
I know you've changed
But I've grown sideways without you
I've grown sideways without you