Black Boy Tears Video (MV)

Pour my heart out on the track
Cuz I can't wear it on my sleeve you know
I faced these lows enough heartbreak done stole my love
I played with loaded guns I drank got stoned as f*ck
Often my hope was gone hopefully my soul at one
Longways how far I've come gotta keep going strong
I faced these lows enough heartbreak done stole my love
I played with loaded guns I drank got stoned as f*ck
Often my hope was gone hopefully my soul at one
Longways how far I've come gotta keep going strong ooh ooh
Fairy tales they offer closure
All I wish I knew been bogus
Pour my heart out like a damn romantic
Aint no damn romantic I'm just hopeless
3 eyes nigga but fell so in love
I guess my 3 eyes wasn't really open
Too afraid to find new love with someone
Cuz my pain will probably carry over
Spend my time now on my lonesome
Phone arid dry like Arizona
Sometimes it just don't feel fair
But guess I got experience now and new poems
Same nightmare that haunt my dreams at night
Events that recently had f*cked me over
Alcohol kept me impaired so long
Until the rehab got a nigga sober
Need this karma to pass over
Keep my head up like a solider
Guess it really is just me you see
One side my family tree down to like no limbs
Conscientious of how close the edge get
Cuz I'm bound to leap if it get closer
Will kingdom come before I meet my own end
I faced these lows enough heartbreak done stole my love
I played with loaded guns I drank got stoned as f*ck
Often my hope was gone hopefully my soul at one
Longways how far I've come gotta keep going strong
I faced these lows enough heartbreak done stole my love
I played with loaded guns I drank got stoned as f*ck
Often my hope was gone hopefully my soul at one
Longways how far I've come gotta keep going strong ooh ooh
Pressure higher than a mountain
Paint a pic with less than thousand
Mama told me to work twice as hard
Just to be equal so I keep on powering
Righteous path a nigga walking now
Can't give into the evils thats around me
I've been broke but feel my value rising
Hope the seeds I planted finally sprouting
Praying to a higher power
Peace when I don't get my flowers
People only try to demonize me
Hoping these achievements become shrouded
Conscious of what make me self-destruct
To oversee my life don't spiral downward
Trynna lift up where my zenith is cuz
I faced these lows enough heartbreak done stole my love
I played with loaded guns I drank got stoned as f*ck
Often my hope was gone hopefully my soul at one
Longways how far I've come gotta keep going strong
I faced these lows enough heartbreak done stole my love
I played with loaded guns I drank got stoned as f*ck
Often my hope was gone hopefully my soul at one
Longways how far I've come gotta keep going strong ooh ooh