PatChat - Meant to Be (feat. AnTone) Lyrics

You're the girl of my dreams but I can't fall asleep
Why couldn't I see this was not meant to be
You have no idea what you meant to me
But that idea was not meant to be
You're the girl of my dreams but I can't fall asleep
Why couldn't I see this was not meant to be
You have no idea what you meant to me
But that idea was not meant to be

I miss you, you hate me, I wish you, would date me
I love, your cute laugh, how happy you made me
For you, I'm so whipped, I'd call it slavery
Ashamed to admit, thinking of you breaks me
Carrying you on my shoulders, you were lighter than a feather
I was your soldier, for you I'd do anything whatever
All the stores and restaurants, we went to them together
All I ever wanted was for that to last forever
Our corny jokes, our comedy, our gossip, our banter
The hugging, the cuddling, you comforting my tantrums
Everyday, anytime, in your room were good times
Now when I'm saying hello, you reply goodbye
Now I'm crying in my bed begging for serenity
Looking back at it, getting lost in the memories
Playing with your hair, messing with it gently
Those were the best times guess they weren't meant to be

You're the girl of my dreams but I can't fall asleep
Why couldn't I see this was not meant to be
You have no idea what you meant to me
But that idea was not meant to be
You're the girl of my dreams but I can't fall asleep
Why couldn't I see this was not meant to be
You have no idea what you meant to me
But that idea was not meant to be

I'm not gonna say you screwed me, but I'm screwed up so screw me
After all the crying a thought has just now struck me
When I hate myself, how could you ever love me?
I gotta care for my health, I need a recovery
Sorry to everyone who helped me with my coping
Sorry to my lungs I should probably stop smoking
But do I care for the repercussions
When this whole time I've been self destructive
I'm all broken up, gotta keep it together now
I wanna go back but I don't know to when and how
I need to have self value, I should fixate on the lexicon
You and me be bumblebee, but that's fiction like Megatron
That's the reality, I gotta smell the roses
I slept on myself but now I have awoken
Why did it take so long for me to notice
Nothing lasts forever, I'm not hopeless I should know this

You're the girl of my dreams but I can't fall asleep
Why couldn't I see this was not meant to be
You have no idea what you meant to me
But that idea was not meant to be
You're the girl of my dreams but I can't fall asleep
Why couldn't I see this was not meant to be
You have no idea what you meant to me
But that idea was not meant to be

My emotions intensive the time was priceless
It was a fun ride but now I'm outta mileage
Making all these statements like Michelle Obama's stylist
Cry all day today so tomorrow I'll be smiling
I'm holding onto pain it's about time I let go
I hope you forgive, but you won't forget though
I express myself with a mic and a pen
And destress myself when I get high off my pen

Sorry that my voice is flat, you know I can't sing
Oh I almost forgot, got one last thing
I wish you the best, I wish good luck boo
I'm just sorry that, that I love you