OCD Video (MV)

Under the wave of the ocean
I hid my big dream
But I will not tell you
It will always be in my mind
Under the wave of the ocean
I hid all my fears
You will never know that
Don't try to read this in my eyes
You really don't understand what I'm about
I try to tell these dudes I'm takin a different route
A different path to happiness and all that
The names Pats so fall back or get whacked
I ain't hard like that but you bet your little ass that I won't fall back if provoked
Nasty with a pen stroke, off the top I'm mad note
I see you laughing in the back but I'm no joke
Floatin down the river
Talks about life givin me a cold shiver
I got lots to live but I don't have anymore left to give
I got the gift of gab
I really ain't happy 'less I'm in the lab
With a pen and a pad
And a drink in my hand
Kush tokes send me to the promise land
Under the wave of the ocean
I hid my big dream
But I will not tell you
It will always be in my mind
Under the wave of the ocean
I hid all my fears
You will never know that
Don't try to read this in my eyes
Let's talk about some real shit
This OCD inside my head is like a bad trip
I just wanna end it all like a bad trip
But when I fall, will you be my f*ckin mattress
I don't wanna be another tragedy
End up on the news as another casualty
The harsh reality is that we gotta face our fears
I know it's really tough but we gotta face our peers
Floatin down the river
Talks about life givin me a cold shiver
I got lots to live but I don't have anymore left to give
I got the gift of gab
I really ain't happy 'less I'm in the lab
With a pen and a pad
And a drink in my hand
Kush tokes send me to the promise land
Under the wave of the ocean
I hid my big dream
But I will not tell you
It will always be in my mind
Under the wave of the ocean
I hid all my fears
You will never know that
Don't try to read this in my eyes
Too many years I've been doubted
Had to drop a square cus my circle too crowded
Judgment too clouded, it's really quite hazy
I hear you spreading lies but it don't phase me
I'm chillin back, wavy
Shroom trip, maybe
You offended cus you just a little baby
I don't got time to change these diapers
I'm heading to the top quicker than Dodge Vipers
Floatin down the river
Talks about life givin me a cold shiver
I got lots to live but I don't have anymore left to give
I got the gift of gab
I really ain't happy 'less I'm in the lab
With a pen and a pad
And a drink in my hand
Kush tokes send me to the promise land
Under the wave of the ocean
I hid my big dream
But I will not tell you
It will always be in my mind
Under the wave of the ocean
I hid all my fears
You will never know that
Don't try to read this in my eyes