Paul Rarity - I'm Scared Lyrics

I'm scared this might be the best song I'd ever write
I'm scared I might wed my girlfriend and date my wife
I'm scared when I have kids I won't have a life
I'm scared when I speak the truth, they'd say am outta line
I'm scared I won't be ready when it's my time to shine
I'm scared when God answers my prayers I'd cut the line
I might not call again cuz I know he loves me all the time
Yes I'm scared of my self that's the bottom line
I'm scared but who cares
I share but who hears
One mouth but two ears
I knocked but Who's there
It's me and my fears I'm scared to say yes
The first to try would lose first, so who's next
Get in the boot first
Sorry I loosed breathe
I need the full steps
Or else I'm useless
Wish I could bootleg the future in full length
Wish I could picture the future with a good lens
I'm scared of the pressure that success brings
Chasing hit after hit might burn my ink
I'm scared to ride these waves I just might sink
I'm scared of what I see and how I think
I might write a whole project outta fear
About the fear that I fear what I fear
Don't even ask I don't know what I said there
It happens a lot when I have fear
I'm scared this might be the best song I'd ever write
I'm scared I might wed my girlfriend and date my wife
I'm scared when I have kids I won't have a life
I'm scared when I speak the truth, they'd say am outta line
I'm scared I won't be ready when it's my time to shine
I'm scared when God answers my prayers I'd cut the line
I might not call again cuz I know he loves me all the time
Yes I'm scared of my self that's the bottom line
Some days I feel like a hero
Some days I'm scared of the mirror
I'm scared of my ego
Some days I'm scared for the people
Who say they love me
Some days I'm scared of tomorrow
Some days I'm scared I'd let go
Some days I feel like I need to, give you a peephole
Into my life and my struggles
Give you a demo, and maybe bring back a sequel
I'm scared I know a lot, I'm scared I'm not enough
I wanna be a voice, I'm scared to make the choice
I'm scared I'm not the one, I'm scared to knock the door
I wanna scream for help
I'm scared to loose my voice
I wish too much and blame others a lot
It's probably not my fault, it's just how I was taught
Pardon my flaws, I know I'm not the first
I need the buzz but I'm scared of all the noise
I'm scared you might never get to hear this song
I'm scared I might pass these fears to my son
I'm scared life would knock me off my feet
And I won't have the strength to go on my knees
Real talk...
I'm scared this might be the best song I'd ever write
I'm scared I might wed my girlfriend and date my wife
I'm scared when I have kids I won't have a life
I'm scared when I speak the truth, they'd say am outta line
I'm scared I won't be ready when it's my time to shine
I'm scared when God answers my prayers I'd cut the line
I might not call again cuz I know he loves me all the time
Yes I'm scared of my self that's the bottom line
I'm scared but who cares, look here
Everyone is busy, nobody wanna lose steps
Can I get a helping hand, who's there
Life is filled with choices, hope you Choose best