Paulo Santo - the end of my road Lyrics

I had a friend kill himself, newsflash, our eyes ain't always our truth of what we see
Sometimes the strongest people you know, they ain't the strongest, like hocus pocus, man
These niggas they ain't focused, like how the f*ck you think I feel, they undermine my
Feelings cuz they think I f*cking squib, I ain't soft, these niggas playing games, like
I'm the same but I ain't lost, I've never lost my soul for the price of special eternity
You niggas burden me, I'll go to depths of hell to chop and slice the hurt in me, I've
Been fighting for my life since the age of f*cking nine, been looking for a sign since
The end of all these times, paranoia creeping on my shoulder like a crest, I cry my eyes
To sleep tonight to get some f*cking rest, you niggas never understood me, I wish a nigga
Could, just what I see like the fountain of youth, you bitches could, unlock that youth
But now we lost, I put my time and money in bitches but, never got my sauce, now what's
The cause, now what's the cause