Paulo Santo - this what U asked for Lyrics

I guess I'm not the only one I've been looking at the sand
Looking at the land Looking at my hands
Looking for a plan Why don't you just call me home
Why don't you just call me home
Why don't you just call me home? Cause I'm looking for a plan
Cause I'm looking for a plan
As I told you once I was staring at the ceiling
Thinking about my dreams and goals Will I ever make it or will I ever succeed
As is hatred, my biggest hater is me Because of the glory to God
I couldn't see what I wanted to be What I wanted to see
I had a learning disability they couldn't see They weaponized my words and all to what they see
Now they made me feel bad Now they made me feel sad
Made me feel incomplete like a puzzle missing I was only something when they told me I was
Made me feel numb when I told them I was Made me feel dumb for being born
Now I shine out like a f***ing thorn Raise your hands in the air
If you really, don't really care Let those punks talk, they
Then they'll soon know it
Raise your hands in the air If you really, don't really care
Let those punks talk, they Then they'll soon, know it
I guess I'm not the only one I've been looking at the sand
Looking at the land Looking at my hands
Looking for a plan Why don't you just call me home
Why don't you just call me home? Why don't you just call me home
Cause I'm looking for a plan Cause I'm looking for a plan
Sometimes I get cabin fever Living in some solitude
Like Superman And I got emotions like Batman
And I need my cat woman I guess I'm not the only one
I've been looking at the sand Looking at the land
Looking at my hands Looking for a plan
Why don't you just call me home