A Formal Complaint Video (MV)

I hate the people that I'm really supposed to care about
I hate to make a statement, really I'm just scared to shout
I hate that all my youthful dreams have been shaken out
I hate how I'm starting to act exactly like my parents now
I hate the schooling system, that I can't overstate
I hate how every day I wake up and I'm f*cking overweight
I hate how I've wronged every person that I used to date
I hate how being lonely, bald, and sad is my only fate

Say what you won't
Do what you don't
Even if you know you're alone
Don't call it what it ain't
This is just a formal complaint

I don't know why my back is red and itchy, hairy too
I don't know why you love my hands, they're only fairly smooth
I don't know why, but I think I'm a little scared of you
I don't know why I always have the means to help but rarely do
I don't know if I was sent here with a purpose
I don't know if the actions that I've taken are all worthless
I don't know if I would be happy if I tried to work less
I don't know what my grandma would think if she ever heard this

Say what you won't
Do what you don't
Even if you know you're alone
Don't call it what it ain't
This is just a formal complaint

I fear that all my great ideas have been wasted on me
I fear the debts I'll have to pay engaging in this hobby
I fear that I will fail and run and hide and call for mommy
I fear the fact I fear at all while others live so calmly
I fear that I'm the one my friends are talking shit about
I fear I'm in a drought, I'm often filled with doubt
I fear that like my dad eventually I'll deal with gout
I fear that this is wrong, I should've took a different route

I been feelin' my heartbeat
I been feelin' my heartbeat everyday
I been feelin' my heartbeat
I been feelin' my heartbeat in every way
I been feelin' my heartbeat everyday

These are just some thoughts, poppin' off
Comin' out my brain pocket into your heart
If you want me near, I will stay right here
If you want me gone, I will disappear