Paxton Rutherford - ARTIFICIAL! Lyrics

I'm cleaning up the mess you made, dear
The memories went and ricocheted here
I'm sorry that I can't relate to you anymore
But I can't deal with all this toxic shit
You knew that I loved every bit of when you were a narcissist
But then you complicated it, turned me into your object
And f*cked up on all my progress
So I went and wrote this song to say
I'm sorry for your losses
I keep on having bitter thoughts inside my brain
Maybe all the sunny weather turned to rain
Every single day I'm feeling just the same
When did all my bad days fill up with shame
I never thought that you could beat me at my games
But every time you lie to me it starts to fade
I hate that you're so artificial to the taste
Cause you're so fake
Now I'm the villain that you made me
Cause all of us are f*cking crazy
You didn't have to try and change me, you know
But I can't go out with you and your friends
You always pushed me to the edge
You knew that I was losing it
You're such a f*cking narcissistic person who's just jealous
Cause I met someone who's better than you ever were to me
I keep on having bitter thoughts inside my brain
Maybe all the sunny weather turned to rain
Every single day I'm feeling just the same
When did all my bad days fill up with shame
I never thought that you could beat me at my games
But every time you lie to me it starts to fade
I hate that you're so artificial to the taste
Cause you're so fake
I told my therapist about you
She told me your old news
Made me forget all about you for a year
You called me up for something nasty
You just wanted to use me and you're not f*cking sorry
I keep on having bitter thoughts inside my brain
Maybe all the sunny weather turned to rain
Every single day I'm feeling just the same
When did all my bad days fill up with shame
I never thought that you could beat me at my games
But every time you lie to me it starts to fade
I hate that you're so artificial to the taste
Cause you're so fake
You're so fake