Paxton Rutherford - MELTDOWN! Lyrics

I'm overstimulated from a simple everyday
My habits aren't situated
Everything feels complicated
Cause when I graduated
I felt like I finally made it
Now I have a hard time saying that I did the hardest things
But I, I feel like I'll be a failure
Even if I don't make every choice that others want
And I'm, I'm overthinking everything and
I feel so confused, what do I do
I'm gonna throw all my clothes on the floor now
Become a needy little bitch when you're not around
I'm making every jaw drop through the whole town
I'm all alone now, I'll have a meltdown
I'll have a meltdown
Don't need a diagnosis
To know that I feel atrocious
Blocking out the f*cked up voices
Everyone is so annoying
Feels like I barely made it
18 years and still won't change
I barely have much left to say
Expect to face the hardest things
But I, I feel like I'll be a failure
Even if I don't make every choice that others want
And I'm, I'm overthinking everything
And I feel so confused, what do I do
I'm gonna throw all my clothes on the floor now
Become a needy little bitch when you're not around
I'm making every jaw drop through the whole town
I'm all alone now, I'll have a meltdown
Feels like a knife with a twist, anxiety is a bitch
It keeps me coming back for another one
I'm having trouble keeping calm everyday now
I'm all alone now, I'll have a meltdown
Don't be so afraid to take up that space
And let everyone know that you have something to change
All of the ways that they all perceived ya
I'm gonna throw all my clothes on the floor now
Become a needy little bitch when you're not around
I'm making every jaw drop through the whole town
I'm all alone now, I'll have a meltdown
Feels like a knife with a twist, anxiety is a bitch
It keeps me coming back for another one
I'm having trouble keeping calm everyday now
I'm all alone now, I'll have a meltdown