PEEJAY - Sober Lyrics

What would I have done if someone had told me
That not everything would be set in stone
That not everyone would not end up lonely
And that there's a chance I'd end up alone
I'd ignore it
Maybe run away
I wouldn't move forward
For the rest of my day
It's been hard to be sober
And I don't feel engaged
I've felt like I'm drowning
Since you got away
Run it back one times what I wanna say
But you got away
But I'd broken your heart
Now I'm left in the dark
Never felt this way in my life
Just took away my light
Baby
Any idea what I'm going thru right now
Baby what I wanna do
Win you right back over to my side
And we'd come back to life
Cuz I meant it when I said I wanna die
Promise I'm not suicidal
But there are some things that I know
I could never fix or never be
I'm not tryna be what I'm not or something
Singing songs that I can't or f*cking
Pulling all of these girls cuz I know they'd end up
Hurting me
And your photos are still on my wall
And your shampoo in my shower
And I stay in there for hours
What would I have done if someone had told me
That not everything would be set in stone
That not everyone would not end up lonely
And that there's a chance I'd end up alone
I'd ignore it
Maybe run away
I wouldn't move forward
For the rest of my day
It's been hard to be sober
And I don't feel engaged
I've felt like I'm drowning
Since you got away
(What would I have done if someone had told me
That not everything would be set in stone
That not everyone would not end up lonely
And that there's a chance I'd end up alone)