Pelafina - Sputtering Lyrics

Sputtering like a bike wheel in the rain
I'm complacent from my problems
I never feel a f*cking thing
Tired of singing only sad songs of a retrospective feeling of what I've done
Make an exit and I finally can fall asleep alone again
But I'm tired of being alone again
I will finally aspire to be someone that grows apart from all the chaos
That this heart can't bear to wait on
Sew me up or watch me bleed

'Cause I'm tired of being alone again

I'll try to carry our weight
Though I'm feeling flat and bent out of shape
Fill me up with air when we can
But the hole in my heart let's it out again
Putting in miles of wear
Spinning in the same spot
Trying to cross the finish line
But all I feel is stuck

I'm tired of being alone again

Sputtering, I'm still sputtering